I watched from the corner of my eye as assistant managing editor Betsy DeMars approached, but kept my attention and gaze on the task I was attending to on my computer screen.
"Hey, Steve," she said in that graceful fashion of hers that suggests there's something of more immediate importance than what you're currently doing. "There's a story on the state wire about a shooting and hostage situation in Binghamton that we ought to put online."
I thought my hearing tuned out briefly during the last part of her sentence.
"Binghamton?" I said with a hint of dubious incredulity, my eyes still focused forward.
"Binghamton," she restated.
I brought up the Associated Press' state wire and scanned it quickly, unbelieving. I posted the latest article online and my first inclination after that was to jump over to
www.pressconnects.com, the online iteration of the hometown newspaper I grew up with. Sure enough, a shooting and hostage situation at an immigration office in downtown Binghamton. I grew up in Endicott, a mere nine miles (if that) west of the city.
My stomach sank a little bit as I grew worried about my family and friends. Of course, no one in my family works in the American Civic Association, where the shooting took place, and none of my friends that I still keep in touch with do either, so in that respect I knew my concern was unfounded. But then again, what about the off chance that for some odd reason or another ...? And what about people I know that I DON'T keep in regular contact with? Could they be in harm's way, or injured? Or dead?
A childhood friend of mine who now lives in Albany happened to be home in Endicott this past week. I hadn't talked to him since Tuesday, and, again, though he would have had no business anywhere near this building, what if some unforseen event brought him downtown?
He has a cousin who serves on the Binghamton police force. The husband of another cousin serves on the Endicott force, which had sent their bomb unit to assist (though I don't know if he serves on that detail).
As I write, news reports are indicating 13 people are reported dead. That's up from the four I was hearing when I last checked in.
I work in a newsroom in a town I'm still new to covering (let's face it, just over a year is still pretty new). When a story of this magnitude happens in the area you grew up in and still, to a large extent, call home ... well, let's just say I've haven't felt a developing news story hit me this hard since Sept. 11.
Most recently, Binghamton was in the national news because the academically-respected Binghamton University's Divison I basketball team made it to the NCAA Tournament for the first time in the program's history. Prior to that, it was because of a former BU basketball star and his friends beating another student into a coma and then fleeing the country to his native Serbia. And before that, the national spotlight was on the region back in 2006. It was one of the hardest hit areas when devastating flooding washed over much of the state. Anderson Cooper himself was in town.
Of course the area has had it's share of violence and homicides.
But this. This is something much, much worse. This involves a double-digit deathtoll brought about by murder. This is my home, soaked in blood.
With the lights of the national media shining down on it.
Update, 4:38 p.m.It's interesting to observe the (predictable) filth and bile bubbling up in the comments on the story at the Press & Sun Bulletin Web site. They too require registration to leave comments, but with a story of this magnitude, I'm sure they're quite short staffed and a lot of the worst statements will go unmoderated for the time being. Of course, while a lot of what I've read has been inflammatory and racist, I'm not sure it's enough to warrant removal.